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Saturday, June 19th, 2004 Subject: This is the place that you have come to fear the most... Time: 9:37 pm. Mood: scared. Music: Dashboard~~Places You Have Come to Fear the Most..... oh-wee-oh I look just like Buddy Holly, oh-oh and you're Mary Tyler Moore... *heavy sigh*...I can't believe I'm here again...I was home for two days...and now I'm back in HELL...and the worst part is that I don't have to babysit until 10:00PM tomorrow night....then I go home 12 hours later...I'm slowly becoming my cousin's little bitch...and I don't like it one bit...and if she makes fun of me for one more thing I'm going to tell her to fuck off and bring me home...and if she accuses me of one more thing....I'm going to hit her square in the face..RIGHT....IN....THE.....FACE!!!!!!!!! Other than that, I've had a pretty Okay two days off...Wednesday I hung out with Kevin...Thursday I hung out with Kevin and we went to a city about half an hour away to get his tattoo priced...he's getting it done on Wednesday....I'm scared...after that we went mini golfing and i sprained my ankle...for god sakes, don't ask....Then Friday, I hung out with Lyndsey, Sarah, Maria and Brett...then went to the park and met up with Zach and Kevin...then we had a fire at Kevin's house, then he came over to my house and we talked about the future and school next year and how much of a hard time I'm going to have...then, today I went to the wrestling show and then came here...how fun?! NOT... I really can't take much more of this babysitting crap...I'm so unchallanged...there is NOTHING to do here...and I really don't understand why I have to be here today if I don't have to babysit until tomorrow night...uhhhhh....I give up on trying to understand it...I just go along with the flow... Now would be a good time to start the countdown....I have 34 hours and 10 minutes until I get to go home...34 freeking hours!!!!!! I'm so bored...Kevin said he was going to come online around 11-11:30 tonight but I seriously doubt that he will...He'll prolly stay out late with Zach and Adam and them...which is fine...but I'm just saying that he prolly won't sign on...I can't believe tomorrow is Sunday...Sunday the 20th...the summer is going too fast...well, some of it is...I wish I could get a job...I'm so confused...I just need to get some sleep or something........I'm going to take a nap and come back later.......maybe....no list now.......... Comments: Read 2 or Add Your Own. Wednesday, June 16th, 2004 Subject: OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!! Time: 1:34 am. Mood: YAY! ROBERT IS HOME!!. Music: ROBERT IS HOME!!. ROBERT IS HOME!!!!!! IN ONE PIECE!!!!!!! PRAISE THE LORD!!!!!!!NOT THAT THERE IS ONE!!!!!!!BUT PRAISE IT ANYWAY!!!!!!!!!!!YAAAAAAY!!!!!! ROBERT IS BACK!!!!!!!! sorry, I'm a little excited...Robert is home...from Japan...which means...I will get to see him soon...it's been a month....since I last saw him....and I'm typing....so weird because I'm actually......... hyperventilating in real life.....but it's okay........because it's for Robert .......and it's okay.......to hyperventilate.......for Robert....... Now...seriously...good night... Comments: Read 2 or Add Your Own. Subject: pitures of cory....these are the only pictures off of a whole roll of film i could get to up load... Time: 1:07 am. Mood: boring. Music: NOTHING. And these arent even from my camera.... THIS is Cory.... this is also Cory.... Hopefully soon I'll be able to get all my other pictures to upload so you can see me and kevin and robert...and you don't just have to look at Cory.... Nighty-night Comments: Add Your Own. Subject: cory convo Time: 12:38 am. Mood: amused. Music: Brand New...dispite what Cory says..... Cory: YOU really bore me! LuvReallyBoresMe: ...i know...im sorry...im a terrible person Cory: ....exactly LuvReallyBoresMe: y are you so mean to me Cory? Cory: cause I'm just a big mieaniehead Cory: *mean LuvReallyBoresMe: *sniff sniff* LuvReallyBoresMe: i couldnt have put it better myself Cory: :-P LuvReallyBoresMe: cory...? Cory: ....me? LuvReallyBoresMe: how come we never hang out? Cory: cause cory neverhas time to hang out with anyone LuvReallyBoresMe: what has cory been doing that cory never has time? Cory: cory has girlfriend, work, school and wrestling LuvReallyBoresMe: hmmm....noelle sees Cory: uh huh LuvReallyBoresMe: oh well, noelle is used to rejection... Cory: bah Cory: if you came to shows more often.... Cory: :-P LuvReallyBoresMe: if i had a way to get there.... LuvReallyBoresMe: i acant drive yet Cory: bah LuvReallyBoresMe: *cant LuvReallyBoresMe: im drinking really old apple juice and i believe it has begun fermenting because i think im getting a buzz off of it Cory: mmmmm LuvReallyBoresMe: *sigh* i swear...everyone i used to hang out with hates me... Cory: bah, I dont hate you, jerkface LuvReallyBoresMe: *blink*...well, thats comforting...but technically...we didnt really "hang out" that much.... Cory: bah LuvReallyBoresMe: but thanks for not hating me anyways... Cory: no problem LuvReallyBoresMe: hey, you know all the wrestlers at FVWA....maybe you can answer a question for me..... Cory: .... LuvReallyBoresMe: why do they all like me all of a sudden? it really creeped me out.... LuvReallyBoresMe: *blink blink* Cory: ..... Cory: i um... dunno? LuvReallyBoresMe: ok....thanks anyways... LuvReallyBoresMe: so... LuvReallyBoresMe: hows school? Cory: school-like LuvReallyBoresMe: lemme guess...work is work-like? Cory: ,.....yup LuvReallyBoresMe: hmmm.... LuvReallyBoresMe: hows wrestling? LuvReallyBoresMe: oh! i gotta good one.... LuvReallyBoresMe: hows BOB?! Cory: Bob is still the coolest guy ever LuvReallyBoresMe: tell him i say hi.... LuvReallyBoresMe: jeeze...i miss bob... LuvReallyBoresMe: just remembered that i missed him.....but i miss him none the less cOrgasmiC ToucH: aw LuvReallyBoresMe: do you have any idea why craig is being uber nice to me? Cory: ....um, no idea Cory: he wants you, mmm mmm mmm LuvReallyBoresMe: please dont say that...i know you're kidding....but it gives me shivers... Cory: psst... you like it LuvReallyBoresMe: about as much as i would like to be attached the side of the titanic with rusty nails... Cory: mmmm rusty LuvReallyBoresMe: yep...rusty, rabid filled nails... LuvReallyBoresMe: *rabid, disease filled Cory: lets listen to alkaline trio! Cory: yay! LuvReallyBoresMe: cory, do i make you feel like a princess? LuvReallyBoresMe: i dont really like them....just cuz they remind me of sam.... Cory: .....that is no reason... for they rock Cory: nothing can effect their rockedness LuvReallyBoresMe: ok....maybe ill give them another listen to...maybe...only for you... LuvReallyBoresMe: but you didnt answer my question... Cory: ...i am a princess LuvReallyBoresMe: but....do I make you feel like a princess? Cory: ....i always feel like a princess LuvReallyBoresMe: so is that a yes? cOrgasmiC ToucH: sure LuvReallyBoresMe: cool LuvReallyBoresMe: ima call u princess now Cory: ....neat LuvReallyBoresMe: ....i think i should lay off the apple juice... Cory: ...maybe LuvReallyBoresMe: ok, princess Cory: ok... poopface LuvReallyBoresMe: oh, nice... LuvReallyBoresMe: i should have seen that coming... LuvReallyBoresMe: must have been distracted by your tu-tu.... Cory: ....yea, cause you were looking up it... LuvReallyBoresMe: HAHAHAAHA!!! LuvReallyBoresMe: you deserve a cookie for that one... LuvReallyBoresMe: ...would you ever wear a tu-tu...? Cory: sure LuvReallyBoresMe: me too...but id only do it if i could have wings and a wand... LuvReallyBoresMe: then id wear...like...a slipknot tee shirt... Cory: .... LuvReallyBoresMe: hmmmm...... LuvReallyBoresMe: if you could go anywhere, where would you go and why? Cory: hate that queston... COry: massachusetts.... cause it's not here LuvReallyBoresMe: cool... LuvReallyBoresMe: id go you your house to steal the doorknob off you bathroom door... LuvReallyBoresMe: so in the morning...youd wak up and be all like "whoa...the doorknobs gone..." LuvReallyBoresMe: "wonder what happened" LuvReallyBoresMe: "ill betcha noelle didnt come in here and steal it last night...nu uh...no siree" LuvReallyBoresMe: and id be all like "ha! take that...princess!" LuvReallyBoresMe: and id pawn off you doorknob and buy you tickets to massachusetts Cory: .....you'd just want the doorknob gone.. so you could be all like "hey... now i can walk in on cory in the shower whenever I want... cause I'm a pervface." LuvReallyBoresMe: .......nah...i dont need it gone for that...i can watch through the key hole...i just have to squint real hard... LuvReallyBoresMe: and thats Ms. Pervface to you... Cory: .....fine, ms Pervface LuvReallyBoresMe: ...better... LuvReallyBoresMe: ....hmmm....what are you doing...right.....................now? Cory: typing LuvReallyBoresMe: oh, really..? cuz i thoguht you had some magical powers that pushed the letters for you... Cory: ......well, you're wrong LuvReallyBoresMe: im aware of this now LuvReallyBoresMe: *sigh* LuvReallyBoresMe: ...there is a hair in my eye... LuvReallyBoresMe: i should blow it up... LuvReallyBoresMe: wanna help? Cory: ....nah LuvReallyBoresMe: darn...i wanted to use your C4 LuvReallyBoresMe: oh well...maybe some other day... Cory: uh huh LuvReallyBoresMe: ya know whats great? Cory: ...what LuvReallyBoresMe: i havent talked to somebody over the age of five...for more than 20 minutes....in six days... Cory: .....aaaaaahahahaha LuvReallyBoresMe: that and my hair is really soft Cory: mine is too LuvReallyBoresMe: i love conditioner COry: uh huh LuvReallyBoresMe: my hair is getting too long... COry: i'm gonna go take my pants off... excuse me LuvReallyBoresMe: *blink* dont hurt yourself...princess Cory: mission accomplished LuvReallyBoresMe: yay...cory is pantsless...... Cory: stupendous! LuvReallyBoresMe: i havent heard that word in a really long time... LuvReallyBoresMe: wow...i am so glad you said that.... Cory: no problem... LuvReallyBoresMe: hee hee hee...sorry LuvReallyBoresMe: dont hate me becase im weird..... LuvReallyBoresMe: hate me for something original...sont be such a follower...seesh.. COry: .... Comments: Add Your Own. Tuesday, June 15th, 2004 Time: 7:42 pm. Mood: I'm so unclean. Music: the movie Tommy Boy is playing in the other room....*blink*. hmmmmm.....14 hours and 45 minutes until I am home... that's.....TOO...LONG!!!!!!!!!!! *blink*....I'm wearing the skirt I got at Goodwill home tomorrow...I think Kevin will crap a cow when he sees me in a skirt...yep....just crap...a cow. im kinda tired....I think I'm going to go to bed early today...maybe...*sigh* I'm glad I get to go home tomorrow... I need to take a shower...I feel really dirty...I was running around in the sprinkler...i got all muddy and stuff...I rinsed off with the hose...but it's just not the same... Hee hee...time for funny conversation with Tuna!! LuvReallyBoresMe: *throws a box of cake mix at you* Tuna: *Dodges* Tuna: *is hit* Tuna: Ow x.o LuvReallyBoresMe: you liked it... TUna: Hahaah Tuna: *throws it back at you* TUna: Do it again LuvReallyBoresMe: *is hit* LuvReallyBoresMe: *dies* Tuna: *is a necro* Tuna: ^_______________________________^ LuvReallyBoresMe: ........... LuvReallyBoresMe: *ghost pops up and kicks you while "in the heat of the moment".....* LuvReallyBoresMe: you sick fuck.... Tuna: *ish kicked* Tuna: ....You're the sicker one for dying LuvReallyBoresMe: s'pose you're right....continue on... Tuna: Yeah thought....*dies* LuvReallyBoresMe: ha ha! you're dead! Tuna: So are you Tuna: O_o LuvReallyBoresMe: oh.....yeah LuvReallyBoresMe: *sigh* Tuna: You bloody sack of meat LuvReallyBoresMe: .... LuvReallyBoresMe: did you just call me a bloody sack of meat? Tuna: No LuvReallyBoresMe: good, thats what i thougt Tuna: I'm talking to my bloody sack of meat Tuna: *shows you* LuvReallyBoresMe: oh, cool Tuna: See.....it's....pretty friendly n_n LuvReallyBoresMe: *steals the bloody sack of meat* LuvReallyBoresMe: *throws it at you* LuvReallyBoresMe: not when I throw it at you Tuna: *catches* Tuna: Wee hee!! Tuna: It gets naseous easily Tuna: *throws it back* Tuna: ON LASSSST CAREEESSSSS LuvReallyBoresMe: ha ha! you're covered in bloody-....*gets hit with bloody sack of meat* Tuna: WIZZAH!! LuvReallyBoresMe: *can't die so.....comes back to life* LuvReallyBoresMe: ha ha! you're still dead Tuna: Yeah....well Tuna: .... Tuna: ...... Tuna: .... Tuna: ...fuck LuvReallyBoresMe: ha! Tuna: ^_^<^> I'm off to the shower...I'll post again later... Comments: Add Your Own. Subject: i was wrong when i said 26 hours....it was 36 hours Time: 2:07 pm. Mood: what the hell is "quixotic"?. Music: birds...i have the air on, maybe I should close the windows?. yep...i have 20 hours and 20 minutes until I get to go home. How ca-razy is that!?!? I went to the mall today...and first of all, im going to say, they have a really crappy mall. It's small and there is almost nothing in it. But anywhoo...I bought some lip rings...I have enough for my labret, but my side lip ring ...thats a different story, so I found some cool ones at Pac Sun and I got four G16 barbells and 8 end beads for $12 so it wasnt bad....then I went to some coffee place and got some chai...uber stuff that chai is....and then I went to the DEB and I found some really cute socks...and the I went to Payless and they were having a sandal sale so i got some sandles because I only have one pair of flip flops left....and then I cam back here... It's really hot outside today and it's actually not raining...how cool is that?! Had a funny conversation with Andy today....he's such a geek(we are talking about Warped Tour) Andy: i donno tho i wanted to see some bands and their not playing LuvReallyBoresMe: what bands? Andy: simple plan and good charlotte LuvReallyBoresMe: ..............?! Andy: im confused LuvReallyBoresMe: you are kidding...right? LuvReallyBoresMe: right?!! Andy: thats what it says on the website at least but i think its messed up because it says on good charlotte's website that they play the first show and then the warped tour site says they dont LuvReallyBoresMe: i mean, youre kidding about actually wanting to see them...right? Andy: no LuvReallyBoresMe: oh...i see LuvReallyBoresMe: that's nice Andy: what? LuvReallyBoresMe: ..... LuvReallyBoresMe: they are both really bad bands.... LuvReallyBoresMe: sorry Andy: not really LuvReallyBoresMe: i think so... Andy: ok? LuvReallyBoresMe: they have no content.... LuvReallyBoresMe: all their songs sound the same... Andy: not really LuvReallyBoresMe: ...ok Andy: i dont think so at least but hey your entitled to your opinion LuvReallyBoresMe: yeah LuvReallyBoresMe: and you to yours Andy: im sure i like a ton of other bands you dont so its cool Andy: right? LuvReallyBoresMe: yeah....but you prolly also like a ton i bands i do like... Andy: well yeah that too Andy: do you like Yellowcard LuvReallyBoresMe: ...no I just don't get this kid...he makes fun of people for being posers all the time, yet he himself...is a giant POSER! Another funny thing about him, is he is absolutely obsessed with me...he always asks me if I'm still dating Kevin and all this crap and how hot he thinks I am and how much he wants me...but today, I showed him up a little bit... Andy: can i ask you something? LuvReallyBoresMe: sure Andy: what do you like about kevin LuvReallyBoresMe: hmmm...hes funny, cute, i can have an intelligent conversation with him, he isnt afraid to be himself, he lets me act as wild and crazy as i want, hes random(like me), hes an awsome guitar player....hes short, he has really cool eyes....he sings to me, he listens when i need to talk, he takes me seriously(when im serious)....hes really sweet.... yeah and a ton of other things.... LuvReallyBoresMe: why? Andy: i donno just curious LuvReallyBoresMe: right So yeah...HA! I showed you Andy! well, I'm bored so I'm going to go outside and read a little bit...bye bye.... I'll do a list later.... Comments: Read 1 or Add Your Own. Subject: words that soud dirty, but arent Time: 12:05 am. Mood: hee hee. Music: nothing...just looking at my CDs. 1.) kumquat 2.) cocktail 3.) uranus 4.) po po platter 5.) masticate 6.) hammer 7.) pianist 8.) Sexton 9.) doodle 10.) pod 11.) pinky 12.) ding dong 13.) cocker spaniel 14.) loaded 15.) secant Comments: Add Your Own. Monday, June 14th, 2004 Time: 11:21 pm. Mood: My boobs are growing. Music: Brand New~~Play Crack the Sky. Today was fun...you could almost say funtastic!! Today started off slow...very slow...almost boring...ok, really boring, but then my cousin decided to call her friend;s daughter to see if she wanted to hang out with me...she turned out to be pretty cool and we went to Goodwill and I spent, like, almost $20...it was fun! Megan brought out the hippie inside of me...I bought two pairs of cords, a tee shirt, a purse, a very ugly coin purse, and tapes of Van Halen and Aerosmith...It's all good...I can't wait to show Kevin what I got... But, okay, This Megan girl...she's short, skinny, and kinda prepy looking shape wise...but she's all obsessed with Charlie Manson and all this crap...it's nuts... Hmmmm...I'm just sitting here, playing solitare, listening to Brand New...waiting for Kevin to sign on...I think he forgot about me...he's Ditching me...I can't believe this?! Whatta bastard... hmmmm....Bored, bored, bored, bored, bored...at least people are talking to me now...Kari and Cole...KEVIN SIGNED ON!!!! "One or two, I get used to the room, we go slow when we first make our moves, By three or four, bring you out to the car, Number nine lay my head on the bar, and it's sad, but true out of cash and IOU's...I got desperate desires and unadmirable plans, my tongue with taste of gin and malicious intent, Bring you back to the bar, get you out of the cold, my sober straight face gets you out of your clothes, and your scared the we know, all the crimes you'll commit, who they'll kiss before they get home...and i will lie awake, and laugh for fun and fake the way I hold you, let you fall for every empty word I say...BArely conscious in the door where you stand, you're eyes fighting sleep while your mouth makes your demands, you laugh at every word trying hard to be cute, it almost makes me feel sorry for what I'm gunna do...and your hair, smells of smoke, who will cast the first stone? you can sin or spend the night all alone...brass buttons on your coat hold the cold, in the shape of a heart that they cut out of stone, You're using all your looks that you've thrown from the start,if you let me have my way i swear ill tear you apart,cuz it's all you can be, you're a drunk and you're scared,it's ladies night all the girls drink for free..." This one time...I was at Kevin's and I did something really funny, you see...he had this clay head of the master cheif from Halo..Well, he put it on the head of this teddy bear and I swear the damn thing was looking at me...this is what I did: Me: Kevin, It's looking at my funny. Kevin: What is? Me: The head. Kevin: Okay... Me: It's creeping me out... Kevin: It's clay... Me: I'm gunna show it who's the boss.*stare at the head...holding eyes wide open* (45 minutes later...half way through Kevin eating dinner) Me: *completely sitlent...still staring at the head, holding eyes wide open without blinking...* Kevin(from the table):Noelle, you're weird. You know that right? Me: Huh? Kevin: You know that you're weird, right? Me: Duuuhhhh....*keep staring at the CLAY head* (short pause) SURRENDER HEAD! Or feel my starey WRATH!! hee hee...I'm funny... This is how COry just IMed me: Cory: ....poopface LuvReallyBoresMe: ...im sorry, what? Cory: ....poopface LuvReallyBoresMe: are you calling me a poopface...? LuvReallyBoresMe: you...you...stupidhead... LuvReallyBoresMe: how dare you! Cory: ....poopface LuvReallyBoresMe: *blink blink* LuvReallyBoresMe: are you mocking me? Cory: ...poopface LuvReallyBoresMe: ok...so I'm getting this...you want to poop.... LuvReallyBoresMe: ...on my face....? Cory: ...you'd like that wouldn't you sicko! LuvReallyBoresMe: *blink* LuvReallyBoresMe: only if you did it Cory LuvReallyBoresMe: ;-) Cory: sicko! I knew it! LuvReallyBoresMe: *bow head in shame* I know...I suck... Cory: ...poopface He's such a crazy guy...crazy-cool that is...I have some crazy-cool pictures of Cory on a camera...from like six monthss ago...maybe I should get those developed... Well, I'm getting bored with this, so I'm goin to do the list then head out for the night... T.Y.M.D.B.Y.D.L. 1.) have a tea party on plastic china 2.) (from Kevin) Dress a friend up like a chiken then chase him or her down the street with torches and pitchforks... 3.) dance in the street 4.) believe everything you read in National Inquirer 5.) Have yourself a Merry Little Christmas 6.) have a crappy night I love you tons Kevin...*kisses* *huggles* P.S. I need a shower Comments: Read 1 or Add Your Own. Subject: this is the lamest thing I've ever seen online Time: 2:19 pm. Mood: funny funny. Music: INC~~A New Morning, Changing Weather. PARENTAL ADVISORY LUVREALYBORESME CONTAINS EXPLICIT LYRICS Username: From Go-Quiz.com Comments: Add Your Own. Subject: wow, it's quiet Time: 12:44 pm. Mood: hee hee...I'm such a geek. Music: NOFX~~The Idiots Are Taking Over 'n Bad Religion~~Who We Are. well, its monday, June 14...Robert comes home in two days...that will be exciting...not as exciting as sitting here doint nothing I'm sure...just kidding...he's been gone for a month...it seems like longer though...I'm planning on throwing him a welcome home party a few days after he gets home...after the jet lag wears off and all...then Kevin can finally meet him...don't know where I'm going to do it...or how...but it should be fun...yep yep yep...fun ok, I need some freeking music...it's way too quiet in here...ooohh...Taking Back Sunday...nice...my tummy hurts...I think it was the string cheese I ate... I wasn't supposed to have to babysit today at all, but my cousin's husband, John, had to go into work for a little bit, so I'm stuck being the little bitch...oh well, the kids are just sleeping so it's not like it's a big deal...he should be home in a hour or so...which is cool...eeew...Nirvana... Nirvana isn't an all together BAD band, but I have to be in the mood to listen to them...I'm not in the mood to listen to them right now... hmmmm...I feel like an elephant... ...that sounded funny...I don't mean that I feel like an elephant because I think I'm fat or anything it's just...have you ever seen an elephant in a zoo...? When they just stand in one place and swing their head back and forth?...yeah, elephants don't do that in the wild...they only do that after they have been in captivity for a while...they literally dumb down because of lack of mental stimulation...that's kind of how I feel now... I'm really not a big fan of the band 311... some of their stuff is okay.....YAY!! IT'S STERIOGRAM!!!!!WALKIE TALKIE MAN!!! i really like this song...ok...it's done... GOD! now it's Nirvana again! GROSS!! I want to shoot Kurt in the face...oh wait...been there done that :) OHHHH! THE OFFSPRING...spare me the details....i LOVE this song...it's so great..."my girlfriend, my dumb doughnut, went to a party just the other day, three hours later and 7 short of yager, she was in the bedroom with another guy, and i don't really want to know, so don't tell me any more, and I really don't want to hear about her feet all up in the air!I'm not the one who acted like a ho, why must I be the one who was to know, I'm not the one who messed up big time so spare me the details if you don't mind...." Freeking uber great song!! LuvReallyBoresMe: my lip hurts... Tuna: Blow it up LuvReallyBoresMe: ...*blink*.... Tuna: I MEAN Tuna: ...Awww...that sucks Tuna: <.< LuvReallyBoresMe: you know...you are some piece of....OKAY! let's do it! Tuna: ....Do what? LuvReallyBoresMe: blow it up Tuna: Your lip? LuvReallyBoresMe: yes Tuna: Okay Tuna: let me get my C4....because I TOTATLLY have some LuvReallyBoresMe: my boyfriend knows how to make that... (Tuna is my online friend....I don't exactly know his real name...I'm beginning to think it might actually be Tuna) T.Y.M.D.B.Y.D.L. 1.) call people by names you make up for them... 2.) cover your room in pictures and newpapers and posters and everything until you can't see the walls anymore....home made wallpaper 3.) stare at someone continuously... 4.) blow up a computer 5.) go to a movie and cough continuously until the person in front of you moves...then stop... 6.) play in a sprinkler (well, with, not in) 7.) smack a paralyzed kid....(this T.Y.M.D.B.Y.D. compliments of Tuna) 8.) (also compliments of tuna) and mock him because you know for a fact he cant defend himself 9.) (and another from Tuna) stand on a roof wearing a skirt and no underwear and yell at passerbys...."LOVE ME!" then flash them 10.) have a crappy day 11.) don't listen to anything Tuna says... Comments: Add Your Own. Sunday, June 13th, 2004 Subject: if looks could kill my profession would be staring... Time: 10:10 pm. Mood: I HATE KEITH!. Music: gentle humming of the compter hardrive.... I HAVE POP-TARTS!!!!!!!!! hmmmm....i wish i had some olives...i also wish i could talk to kevin on the phone... people are really fricking annoying. Speaking of annoying....over half the people i talk to think I'm extremely annoying...i just don't get it...why do they talk to me if they hate me? I'm so confused. I told myself he doesn't matter....and my feelings have long left....why do I seek so much for his approval? Not really approval, but why do the things he says take a hold on me? He's the one who wants to deliver pizzas for a living and live in a bus parked in his mom's boyfriend's driveway. TOday is one of those days where i just want to open every window in the house and just SCREAM until the neighbors call the cops and then when the cops get here and ask me whats wrong...theyll realize im freeking crazy and take me away to the funny farm where at least ill be far away from the grips of reality and WESTERN CIVILIZTION!!!!! Comments: Read 1 or Add Your Own. Subject: It is so depressing being alone... Time: 12:03 am. Mood: i feel good , but tired. Music: ORgy~~Fiction(dreams in digital). I said it wouldn't matter...but now that I think about it, it might. Welcome to 12:04 AM of June 13th, 2004...along with all its unbelivable boringness. The worst part of being stuck here for so long is not being able to see anybody. I feel so alone right now, I really do...and the worst part is that I'm here for another.......three days. I don't think I'm going to make it. Hmmmm....Mike is online. It was really cool to run into him at the concert. I never really got to know him and I always wanted to; so now's my chance. Hope he doesn't hate me. I really would like to crack my neck. I'm going to attempt to update here, talk online to two people, and play solitare AT THE SAME TIME!!! *DUN DUN DUN* shuffling......dealing.............."guilty by design she's nothing more than fiction...she dreams in digital"...oh, I'm listening to Orgy too....i want some florida orange juice...boo hiss......still playing.......i lost.....big time. oh well....it's okay...it's just a stupid, pathetic, useless, INSIGNIFICANT, PETTY GAME!!!!!!!!!! It doesn't make me who I am. Or maybe it does? What if the secret to life is solitare...? That would be a pretty lame secret. I went to this little canival thing today witht he kids and some bitch threw mud at me. It hit me in the leg and I flipped her off...then she started laughing and so did I. It was classic. I am so bored right now. I just started talking to Kyle and our conversation is getting very interesting...I really want to help him find a sex buddy...he deserves it...he is such a great guy... i haven't done a things you must do before you die list in a really long time...maybe i should do one...sounds great!!! T.Y.M.D.B.Y.D.L. 1.) take a picture out of a car window...wait three months to get it developed...then try to figure out what the picture was of... 2.)face your biggest fear head on 3.)rearrange your bedroom 4.)go to the mall dressed as stereotypically "punk" as you can, walk into American Eagle, buy a shirt, walk out of the store, throw it on the ground and spit on it...doesn't that just make you so hardcore...?! 5.) "no you're not hardcore, unless you live hardcore, and the legend of the rent was way hardcore" 6.) sorry 7.) say only "don't be talking bout my bowtie" for an entire day 8.) see school of rock if youhaven't sone so already... 9.) shoot Zach in the face...just kidding... 10.) the arm.... 11.) hee hee.... 12.) talk to yourself in public... 13.) go to sleep...you stupid whore 14.) HAVE A CRAPPY NIGHT 15.) sleep tight babe wuv ya kevin :) Comments: Read 2 or Add Your Own. Friday, June 11th, 2004 Subject: HOLY HELL!!!.....it's been a long time! Time: 9:26 pm. Mood: I'm really freekin' bored. Music: Me First and the Gimmie Gimmies~~I Believe I Can Fly. wow...it has been quite a long time since I last posted on here...this is mainly because I have't been here, at the cousin's house, in almost a month...As you well know summer has since began along with the parties and sleeping lateness and everything else that goes along with it...*sigh* a lot has also come to pass in the last four weeks...Kevin and I made the decision to go to Van's Warped Tour...Kevin is getting a tattoo...Lyndsy crashed Maria's car into Kevin's cousin's car...ZACH AND VAL STARTED DATING....there, I said something about Zach, now maybe he'll shut up...just kidding Zach I love you (have my babies?)well, I'm extremely bored right now, so Ima go watch some TV...or something.....have a crappy night...until I return... Comments: Add Your Own. Saturday, May 15th, 2004 Time: 11:58 pm. Mood: wheee...im overtired. Music: brand new."If it makes you less sad, I will die by your hand. I did some weird thing online where you type in your name and it gives you the definitions...mine was "Definition: An absense of logic; insane, unreasonable; a byproduct of such insanity; fanfiction. " Herm...how interesting... T.Y.M.D.B.Y.D.L. 1.) listen to brand new!! 2.) pierce your own ear 3.) pick somebody else's nose 4.) call somebody you havent talked to in a long time (hey Michael) 5.) find out the difinition of your name... 6.) HAVE A CRAPPY DAY PS~~only ten hours and 30 minutes until i get to go home...YAY! :) Comments: Read 1 or Add Your Own. Time: 11:34 pm. Mood: ...thinking too much.... Music: Brand New~~Play Crack the Sky. BRAND NEW LYRICS "Play Crack The Sky" We sent out the SOS call. It was a quarter past four in the morning when the storm broke our second anchor line. Four months at sea, four months of calm seas only to be pounded in the shallows off the tip of Montauk Point. They call them rogues, they travel fast and alone. On hundred foot faces of God's good ocean gone wrong. What they call love is a risk, cause you will always get hit out of nowhere by some wave and end up on your own. The hole in the hull defied the crews attempts to bail us out. And flooded the engines and radio and half buried bow. Your tongue is a rudder. It steers the whole ship. Sends your words past your lips or keeps them safe behind your teeth. But the wrong words will strand you. Come off course while you sleep. Sweep your boat out to sea or dashed to bits on the reef. The vessel groans the ocean pressures its frame. Off the port I see the lighthouse through the sleet and rain. And I wish for one more day to give my love and repay debts. But the morning finds our bodies washed up thirty miles west. They say that the captain stays fast with the ship through still and storm. But this ain't the Dakota, and the water is cold. We won't have to fight for long. This is the end. This story's old but it goes on and on until we dissappear. Calm me and let me taste the salt you breathed while you were underneath. I am the one who haunts your dreams of mountains sunk below the sea. I spoke the words but never gave a thought to what they all could mean. I know that this is what you want. A funeral keeps both of us apart. You know that you are not alone. Need you like water in my lungs. This is the end. This song is a dedication to my friend Brett who committed suicide almost three months ago...the anniversary is coming up very soon and I miss him greatly...please...if a friend is thinking about suicide...talk to them...it hurts more than you can ever know... I MISS YOU BRETT~~2-25-04 Comments: Add Your Own. Subject: CELLAR DOOR Time: 10:24 pm. Mood: ROBERT'S LEAVING : I'M SAD :'(. Music: "It's ladies night...all the girls drink for free"~Brand New. THIS POSTING IS COMPLETELY AND TOTALLY TO ROBERT!!! I WILL MISS YOU GREATLY...I WISH YOU A SAFE AND HAPPY TRIP AND I HOPE YOU ENJOY JAPAN TO NO EXTEND...THIS IS PART OF YOUR GOING AWAY PRESENT SO ENJOY IT BEE-OTCH...(god that word is so stoopid)...I EVEN FOUND A DONNIE DARKO ICON TO USE TO GET IN THE ROBERT SPIRIT....EVEN THOUGH IT SCARES THE CRAP OUTTA ME....ANYWHOO...I AM AWARE THIS IS IN ALL CAPS...I'M DOING IT ON PURPOSE TO PROVE TO YOU THAT I WILL MISS YOU...IN FACT...I'LL MISS YOU THIS----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------MUCH! HMMMM....WELL, OTHER THAN THAT...I'M NOT REALLY SURE WHAT ELSE TO SAY...BRING ME BACK SOMETHING FROM JAPAN THAT SAYS "Made in China" ON IT...THAT IS MY TASK FOR YOU...ENJOY YOURSELF MAN...SEE YOU IN A MONTH...IF YOUR PLANE DOESN'T BLOW UP.... :) Comments: Add Your Own. Friday, May 14th, 2004 Subject: ...so lonely... Time: 8:33 pm. Mood: baaaah...*drool*. Music: Brand New~~Deja Entedu~~~Sic Transit Gloria...Glory Fades. Yes, well, I am once again stuck babysitting at my cousins all weekend. And once again, the countdown begins: 39 hours and 25 minutes. *heavy sigh* I have a feeling this is going to be a very long weekend. At least I get to hang out with Robert on Sunday...only it's *boo hiss* the last time I'll get to see him before he leaves for Japan. Wow...I'm really gunna miss him. "Up the stairs: the station where the act becomes the art of growing up." Yes'm, I've become obsessed with Brand New...even more than I already was. I haven't listened to anything else since last Sunday. Ohh...I have also dyed my hair since then...It is now bleach blonde with blue bangs...it's quite interesting. I only wanted to dye the bangs blue...but, when I was bleaching it, I spilled bleach all over my hair so I had to dye the entire front blonde. *sigh* I'm so weird. Ok, the boredom is starting to get to me...I just caught myself having an inner monologue discussion with myself. *blink* I'm so tired. Hmmmm....*scavenges through mind to find something interesting to talk about* Hmmm....*finds nothing*....Well, I can always give you the play by play of my week...starting with last Sunday when I got home. Ok, here goes: 1.) My mom and I went to Target to get a CD and I bought a nifty new hair band. (it's black with white polka dots) 2.) I called Robert cuz we were going to do something...he finally called me back an hour and a half later and the poor thing was sick...PAUVRE ROBERT! 3.) Then, I went to Gordmans and got a cool new Puma shirt 4.) Monday I had my first behind the wheel and then hung out with Robert 5.) Tuesday, I hung out with Kevin and we played in the downpour...we got soaking wet...then we took an empty milk jug out of someone's car and started filling it up with rain water and throwing it at each other...then we hung out under the bridge and Sarah ripped Nick's boxers and he wore them on his head like a superhero... 6.) Wednesday...me and Kevin hung out again and we went to the park and did nothing then went to his house and watched some Family Guy....FREEKING UBER AWSOME SHOW!! 7.) Thursday I went for a three hour long walk, ended up at the coffee shop and hung out with Lyndsey, Maria, Sarah, Nick, Ryan, Ryan, Dougie, Kevin, Brett(AB), Abbey, Sparky, and Maro. Twas fun. 8.) Today...school, rode bus home, got picked up at 4:30, went to a buffet for dinner...icky *sticks out tongue*...got stuck here...YAY! the whole week in 8 sentances! But, I think I'm going to go watch The Italian Job... Here's the T.Y.M.D.B.Y.D.L. 1.) Play in a really bad thunderstorm... 2.) do a report on sodomy laws in your social studies class...then watch the blank stares on most people's faces when you say the word "sodomy" and watch them giggle when you say "anus" 3.) dye your hair then smack the first person who asks you "Did you dye your hair?"....(I counted twelve the day I came to school with BLUE hair...it used to be BLACK) 4.) Find something more interesting to do than make up lists nobody reads... HAVE A CRAPPY DAY!!! "this is the grace only we can bestow...this is the price you pay for loss of control...this is the break in the bend...this is the closest of calls..." "I hope you come down with soething they can't diagnose...and don't have the cure for" Comments: Add Your Own. Saturday, May 8th, 2004 Subject: *sniff sniff* I'm all alone...There's no one here to guide me...my troubles have all gone...(la la) Time: 2:30 pm. Mood: woot woot. Music: the offspring. We didn't have power this morning for, like 5 hours. It was interesting. Two kids who can't watch cartoons. It sucked...a lot. But, the power is back on and I have but...21 and a half hours till im home... I talked to Robert last night online while he wrote his book report thingy or whatever paper he was writing...he sent me this link to some weird german site and i had no idea what was going on...OOH! Stacy'e Mom song is on!! YAY!...I likes this song...It is the only song in exsistance that can annoy the piss out of ANYONE! My hair is a mess...Speaking of hair...I'm dying my hair tomorrow...not really sure what color. Robert says blue, Kyle says lime green, Kevin says red...TOO MANY COLORS!! I'm just gunna go and get the coolest color I can find. It's gunna be UBER fun. Then, I think I might be meeting Robert's friend John....I think that is this weekend. Anywhoo...yeah, it's gunna be a blast. I miss Robert...and he's leaving in, like, 10 days for Japan. Poop on him. I'm just gunna curl up in one of his bags and stow-away. Anyways...So tomorrow is a Robert day and then monday I start Behind the Wheel Class...and then I'm going to stop by the coffee shop. Then Tuesday I'm going to do something with Kevin. And sometime next week I have to do something with Robert again because after next week......He'll be gone for a month! *boo hiss*Then, next Friday through Sunday I have to babysit again...(expect another slew of postings) and after that I'm not really sure Ya think I plan ahead too much? I have the next, like two weeks of my life planned out. It kinda makes me sad. Ya know what else makes me sad...? I have never gotten a detention, a white card, not even a pink slip! The only reason I think that's bad is because there are sometimes when I didn't stick up for myself because of fear of getting in trouble. But, kids are awake...gotta go...no list now... Comments: Add Your Own. Friday, May 7th, 2004 Subject: It's raining ...It's pouring...The old man is snoring... Time: 11:09 pm. Mood: blah~. Music: thunder~~. We are having the most amazing hunder and lightning storm right now. The lightning is constant and it's pouring. I need music...ok...I gots the Ataris rockin' it up now. But anywhoo... Only 36 hours and 45 minutes before I get to go home!! YAY! Wow, Only three hours and 15 minutes have passed since I stsrted on where tonight...it seems as if it's been a lot longer...Hmmmm....computer being very dumb...I hate computers... Wow! That was a big thunder! I love thunder. It's so cool. It's just awsome that something is content with living and dying in merely seconds...and makes the world a better place in doing so...tis also a very deadly thing, even though it lives no longer than a blink. Hmmm...Well, I am getting tired, but I don't want to try to sleep yet. Hmmmm....what to talk about. Not really sure. I need to crack my neck. Ya know what, I haven't seen Keith in quite some time. I wonder what that boy is up to. I should attempt to call him from(from a number he doesnt know) someetime just to see how he's doing. I still have his birthday present. Hmmmm...I'm still bored. I'm never going to get to sleep with this storm afoot. I feel like going to a party. I really haven't been to a decent party where I didn't have to worry about anything in....ohh...let's see....NEVER!!I always have to take care of someone or something, so it would be really nice to just go to a party and...well, party. Awwww...now I miss my friends. I want to be with them...all of them. *sniff sniff* Ok, I'm good now...but I'm off to bed... T.Y.M.D.B.Y.D.L. 1.) order paint chips with a meal 2.) yell vulgar words at pedestrians as you go driving by... 3.) HAVE A CRAPPY NIGHT!! Comments: Add Your Own. Subject: AHEM~quite frankly my dear, being bored sucks!! Time: 7:29 pm. Mood: icky. Music: The Distillers~~I Am Revenant. well, welcome to another exciting edition of Nona's LIVEJOURNAL...live! from her cousin's house where she is once again STUCK...BABYSITTING!...ALL FREEKIN' WEEKEND!!! But, on the bright side, I gets some cash and I get to hang around on the computer a whole bunch...WHOO! exciting! My knee itches....Itchy, itchy, itchy....ok, ALL BETTER! *sniff* my allergies are really, REALLY bad. It almost makes me feel sorry for myself. It stinks. Actually, it doesn't cuz I can't smell a thing. Goddammit!! Somebody sign on or something!!!...I'M BORED AS H-E-DOUBLE HOCKEY STICKS!!!!!!!! *sigh* It's no use...nobody likes me...everybody hates me...I'll go eat some worms...*sniffle sniffle* Ok, I've given up on the idea of somebody actually talking to me, so I'll just start talking about what's been on my mind the past few days. Ok, I was at a friend's house and I happened upon one of his handout-thingy list majobbers from school and I began, with little interest, to read it. Turned out it was like a vocabulary list and had the main topics/ideas from that class that particular...week/day/unit...whatever. Anywhoo...one of the topics on his paper was "how and why we create relationships." It actually got me thinking about crap(I hate it when that happens) like...why do I associate myself with certain people? and Why do people associate themselves with me? What do I use people for and why do they use me? I always thought that the people you hung out with just had something in common with you, not that your brain actually chose them(types of people) for a reason; for some exact mental purpose. Yep, just that one little vocab list got my undies all in a bundle. Still can't stop thinking about it. In fact, I've even started to notice certain examples that were on the sheet under that topic. It's got me all re-thinking my friendships with certain people that I've been hanging around with since I was 7. All windering if they are just using me for a sense of control or something like that. I hate it when I get all Loopy over something that prolly isn't happening or, if it is, shouldn't be worried about at all. PLUS, on top of all that critical thinking I've got the stress of the final weeks of school sitting on my shoulders, among other things. Like, grades, getting a job, driving, home life, worrying if we are going to have enough money next month to pay the rent, worrying if we are going to get evicted, waiting for my cousin to die....yikes...I must be PMSing or something cuz I am complaining WAY TOO much. But, even so, there are certain things and people that can make me happy no matter what happens...(to all of you, thanks, by the way)...and I try to stay opptomistic as much as possible. Ok, I've tired out that subject. On to the next...hmmmm....only 40 hours until I get to go home. 40! Hmmmm...well, I'm gunna take off and look up useless things on teh internet...ok, bye bye T.Y.M.D.B.Y.D.L. 1.) learn the lyrics to Ice, Ice, Baby and sing it EVERYWHERE you go 2.) Call and order a pizza for your neighbor and pay for it and everything, have the people write something vulgar in sausages 3.) Break up with somebody online...(ooooh...ouch) 4.) witness a bitch fight...oil wrestling doesn't count 5.) eat peanut butter flavored ice cream...(I think we are going to get some nasty storms tongiht...) 6.) tape record an entire day of yourself then mass produce it and sell it...PS:you must tape EVERYWHERE...even the bathroom 7.) HAVE A CRAPPY NIGHT....till next time... P.S.~I need to take a shower Comments: Add Your Own.

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